mfer,
if I may offer a little bit more.. sounds like you get 'anxious' about the recoil/trigger pull event/recoil event! my additional support is this: learn to have 'fun' w/ it... begin in your mind... ' I like it... when I shoot"" " I like the recoil, it makes feel alive", you will be VERY surprised over time to learn to 'have fun' w/ will change your your whole shooting 'perception'' and 'expierience'. REALLY. and I would encourage you to practice VERY SLOWLY.. meaning.. focus on sight picture and THEN squeeze trigger gently.. the trigger break should be more of a 'surprise event' , rather than 'on sight, jerk! bang, bleep where did the bullet go, bleep.. not where I wanted". It should be 'wow' didnt' see that coming, but WAY COOL, I HIT EXCATLY WHERE I WAS AIMINGS!, omg so cool". kinda thing. really.
I won last years freebie ' pay ' 5 bucks, for Easter Target give aways... that way. hanging easter egg at 15yrds.. you get 5 shots to break it.. I broke egg on first shot.. they gave me another egg cuz I had four more shots.. hit it again on 4 rnd.. hopefully, youget to understand.. IT IS FUN!!!! TO SHOOT!!! the more 'fun' you have.. the more relaxed you are BUT concentrated! the better it will work out.
respectfully, K in MI